endlessly curious
A couple weeks ago I sparred with DJ. He’s 14. He’s fast and he kicks me in the head every single time I spare with him. A week later he wanted to spare again and I declined because some nights, I just don’t feel like having a foot to my skull. You know, when you’ve already had a bad day?
Anyhow, I forget how it came up but I was like I’m almost 15 years older than you, I have an excuse why I don’t want to spare. One of the parents heard me and couldn’t believe I was 27, she thought I was 19, at most.
Everyone always told me I’d love my young look when I got older, and you know what? I totally do. I’m not going to lie, it irritated me when I would go to the store and the person behind the register told me “You don’t look old enough to ride a tricycle” (haha funny dude) or when I got asked how old I was before I even got up to the counter to get a library card this summer. Yes, a library card. The librarian didn’t think I was 18. (When exactly did they start carding for a library card anyway?)
I think it’s because most of the time I’m in jeans and a t-shirt and I don’t wear much makeup. I honestly don’t know. Since I’ve been scanning old pictures (thanks to Michelle) I thought I’d compare a couple, and I guess I haven’t changed that much. Sure I have more laugh lines around my eyes but I consider that a good thing.
What do you think?

July 1999

August 2009