My best friend had her baby last week.  Her and her husband have been waiting anxiously for that day.  I’m so happy for them.

Of course that makes me evaluate my own life and the stage I’m in.  I can not imagine having a baby at this moment.  There are so many things I want to do before I devote my life to another human being.

I might just be sensitive from my dreams last night but no matter how content I feel, I feel like something is missing.  I don’t want to be ungrateful for the things I do have: house, dogs, job…etc but it feels like I’m missing something.

I guess that’s what this stage of life is all about.  At least I know what I don’t want to get into yet, a family.